"Just like a star across my sky, just like an angel off the page, you have appeared to my life, I feel like I will never be the same... just like a song in my heart, just like oil on my hands,.. honor to love you.."

And now I'm scared, because I need you so much and I won't have you here with me anymore. I had pushed you away and I'm sorry. Oh God, how I'm sorry...

From now on, I'll be scared everyday of my life, because my angel, my love, my EVERYTHING is no longer here, for my fault.. you're not here..

I can't face this alone, I'm scared of the dark again..